theres two things that keep me going
my family and myself
usally I can rejoke in my weath
but where is it now ?
I have lost lost every part of me
I’m blind I can’t see
when I get enough strenght
it takes me no where no lenght
so I wait for my turn and I cut an burn now i look crazy.
My vision is so hazy acceptince I can’t let in
so instead I will sin stay with these men,
that want me for nothing but a toy.
Hit it and quite it isn’t that the way the get it?
Hurt and pain it’s all that I know, it makes my sane
as I pushed her away, now theres no where to stay.
I belong no where so I let them play in my hair
let them till me these lies while he looks me in the eye.
Sex, drugs and money isn’t that what life about, honey I was trippin.